Vanity

I don't ever want to forget how good i feel right now, nothing can get me down

the fourth dimention

I can't believe how quickly time is flying by right now, I only have 7 months left in this house (or 1 year and 7 months), Noelle leaves in September, the semester ends May, my travels start in June, I'm trying to quit my job by April, I have a major paper due Tuesday, why can't I just stop time so I can enjoy my eggs without thinking about tomorrow

Purple flowers

the other day Kyle and I went for a short ride around the neighborhood and tried to see the light at the end of the tunnel aka how the fuck to get into the woods behind the wooden fences in the back. instead we discovered the other side of my lake that I haven't been courageous enough to explore because usually I go out that way at night and I'm pretty sure if there are any alligators they will be right there!!

last night we had a successful Italian potluck, this picture is funnier when placed in context with the one taken right before it: balloons flying around the room. I am exercising deliberateness and motivation to do things, whether they are the right things or now is insignificant to me at the moment.

Lutz

So now that I live in Lutz I am happy, surely not coincidental but surely also not entirely responsible.

A tattered coat upon a stick, unless
Soul clap its hands and sing, and louder sing
For every tatter in its mortal dress...

I want to live in a tree house, there are some real ones for rent in Tallahassee. This isn't one of them, I couldn't find any currently, but wouldn't it be so much fun to have your own livable tree house? (16feet)This is Lightnin' Hopkins! He was a feeder mouse, but now he is sort-of my friend. He loves crunchy food and to nibble on my fingers when i put my hand in his box. I think he needs a mouse friend.
a post in the glass doorknob today made me remember that I wanted to post this picture. This is the Holly tree that my sister and I spent every day up in in the summer time and that we hid things in ala To Kill I Mockingbird; a couple of weeks ago it was uprooted and a circle driveway was paved in its place, r.i.p.

things are hard today but i think tomorrow will be better